getting too noisy from within..
too many conflicts in my head,
though i've them buried deep,
lot of memories brought back from the dead..
have tried hard to let the pictures get blurry,
realizing i've lost that precious calm in a hurry..
craving for that serenity, that feeling of contentment,
searching for that tranquility, to soothe me down..
i search for some silence, in all the clamor around..
silence is fleeting yet frightening
ReplyDeletescared of leaving the mind alone
best to have white noise surround
and let it react rather than act
for if I find that silence
I will wonder why exist