The RollerCoaster ride

Last 6 months - dullest period of my life. Or may be a RollerCoaster ride since March !!!

Phase shifts that i was going through were so freakin me out that i really couldnt put anything down on the blog except for 1 or 2 posts. But to ease it off, its better if i write it down here...

Well, to start off.. first the work part. Working on a complete project - from start to finish - had been a fu**** good experience. Just got to do what i loved doing ! So kinda happy on that front.
The bad part was not starting off a new project immediately. Now i am sure gonna have trouble in getting back to that speed. But all in all, worth the experience !!

Now shifting over to the other things..
I just completed a total of 24 years of my life on this planet earth in feb.. And immediately, everyone in the family starts asking wen am i getting married ?? wat the heck ??
dayum, i am still just 24 !!! :P i dont wanna lose my freedom so early !!!

Some more of 'other' things..
Well i was in a very different mood since march.. was expecting someone to agree to be my life-partner.. but somehow it didn't work out.. i was just too optimistic 'bout things may be.. or just expecting everything to go in my favor.

But thats ok.. just a part and parcel of life.. though comin out of it was somewhat unexpectedly, a big big problem for me. Never thought it could make me feel so weak and helpless..

Duh.. this kinda makes me feel a bit sad.. may be.. just may be i shouldn't have gone ahead and popped the Q.. we were and would have stayed really good friends..
Jaane do.. Jo hota hai acche ke liye hi hota hai ..

Ups and downs in last half yr have been extreme.. testing times as they say..